"مني كان" - Translation from Arabic to English

• me was
• me that was

All that I had left in me was this-this-this thing, this singular desire to prove to the world that I existed.
كل ما بقي مني كان ذلك الشيء رغبة متفردة لإثبات العالم الذي وجود فيه

I think some part of me was trying to buy back all the bad shit I've done.
أعتقد أن جزء مني كان يحاول أن يرجع كل الأمور السيئة التي قمت بها

But anyway, er, persuading you to marry me was the best thing I've ever done, and, er, I'm sorry, I truly am, that, er, you haven't, er...
ولكن على أي حال اقناعكِ بالزواج مني كان افضل شي فعلته في حياتي وانا اسف , حقاً

But a part of me was hoping that you would really talk me out of it. Why?
لكن جزء مني كان يأمل بأن تقنعيني بألا أفعل

And then i discovered a part of me that was big--
.. وبعد ذلك، اكتشفت جزءاً مني كان كبيراً

A bit of me was scared it was me...
وجزء مني كان خائفا من أكون أنا السبب

A part of me was wondering whether or not you'd even be able to pull it off-- protecting her from that monster, still finding the husband's theory.
جزء مني كان يتسائل ما إذا كنت قادراً على حمايتها من ذلك الوحش وإيجاد نظرية الزوج

Your mother's marriage to me was arranged by your grandparents, by the collective wisdom of four elders from two families, just as their marriages had been.
زواجُ أمكِ مني كان مُرتبٌ من أجدادك بواسطة الحكمة الجماعية من الأربعة الكبار من العائلتين

That SIG you took from me was special.
اتعلم ان ذلك المسدس الذي اخذته مني كان خاصه

Some part of me was holding me back, knowing I had gone too far.
بعض جزء مني كان يمسك بي مرة أخرى، مع العلم أنني قد ذهبت بعيدا جدا.

I had some girlfriends too, but all they wanted from me was weed and shit.
كان لدي عشيقات لكن كل ما ارادوا مني كان الحشيش والمخدرات

Part of me was saying, "Ask me again."
جزء مني كان يقول، اطلب مني ثانية

- But part of me was saying, "Don't go."
لكن جزءاً مني كان يقول، لا تذهبي

Part of me was actually impressed by the ingenuity of the double cross.
جزء مني كان منبهر فعلاً من جودة التصنيع

And the man... who took her from me was a monster who somehow still got his hands on a gun because unlicensed gun dealers don't have to run background checks.
والرجل ... الذي أخذها مني كان وحش والذي بطريقة ما

Because this part of me was supposed to stay dead.
لأن جزء مني كان يفترض أن يبقى ميتًا.

And I think a part of me was just really relieved that you didn't push it,because I...
وأعتقد أن جزءاً مني كان حقاً مرتاحاً أنك لم تتعجّل الأمور,لأنني...

The only date worse than me was Phil Spector.
الرفيق الوحيد الذي يعتبر أسوأ مني "كان" فيل سبيكتور

Part of me was happy to be deported to Germany.
جزء مني كان سعيداً لنفيي لالمانيا

I guess there was a part of me that was trying to protect you from that, you know.
اظن ان هناك جزءا مني كان يحاول ان يحميك من ذلك

I think that there was a part of me that was... using this.
أظن أنه كان هناك جزءاً مني كان ... يستغل هذا.